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Tuesday, February 17, 2009, 7:16 AM
To me friendship is a never ending connection. but is all mixed up and different with these kind of 'typical' friends that i have. they are once my good friends, till bitching starts. bitch to my other friends about what i have, what i treasure and lost and what i get in return. why are you being so mean? cruel? jealousy? or what? am i not being fair to you guys? and what did i do to you before? i have NOTHING against you all. but so much called as a friend uh? i really don't want to make such a big fuss about bitching and stuff. but i just don't understand. i'm being nice to you and in return you are being two-faced or for the sake of being friend with me? WHAT'S ALL THIS?? if i ever did anything wrong forgive me. i just don't want to have anything against in this world. now, you guys get what you guys wanted. fame! love! more friends! and what do i get? NOTHING! i'm not being jealous or whatsoever, the problem is why all this affect me suddenly? WHY?!!! sighh.. i blog this cause all the things i really treasure is fading and running away from me. the one i really love and friends.. i just want them back where how it suppose to be. but now i can't turn back. you guys GOT IT! congratulations! you win! so what's next? DUMP ME?! i'm a stranger to you guys. go ahead.. celebrate what you have now and don't give a FUCKING CARE to talk to me about this. i guess you know who you are. is not only one person but more than one. As for you, i had enough seeing everything. i have nothing much to say. like someone says to you, i forget my roots? hmm.. let it be. just say what you want to say. what you want to label me?! go ahead. and please, if you ever want to come back to me..sigh.. i guess u wont then. u are leading a happy life. =) 'just erase all your past okay?'.i guess this will be my last post about you. and all we had i really treasure it all. and the picture in your wallet, throw it away! i don't want to see that picture anymore in there. it disgust you... remember what i say, i will never ever leave you here......... *hearts* Sunday, February 15, 2009, 6:35 PM
I guess i wasn't strong enough to see what happened. i cried all the way home after seeing you went in. my friends, calm me down. i'm so thankful to them for accompany me and walk all the way from lucky plaza. thank you! the moment i reached home, i cry and i cry and cry... keep thinking what's wrong with me? why can't i make a mindset that you are with someone. but you say, i force u to move on? sighh.. but whatever it is, i'm happy for you and mell. at last you guys are together. is been a long time right? that you are waiting for this moment. sighh i'm happy for you! About me and aimm, people out there, we are just friends! FUCKING friends u heard that? and dont just accuse just like that. cos we dance together now or whatsoever or you see us outside. we dont switch boyfriends. PUH-LEASE! and about aimm's boots(elaborate, white hi-cut puma shoe), i was the one who want to borrow from aimm because i'm having a photoshoot next week and what aimm say use it and let it season. u guys get that? if you don't, FUCK OFF. I'm so sorry to interfere, and i'm glad you are happy now. and im gonna force myself to move on. i love you so much....... Thursday, February 12, 2009, 2:55 AM
Well too much to type about.. Lets start with my love life. To update you guys, i've been single for two months? yeah! okay i know thats not long enough. but i've been patience about it. patience about waiting for someone that i really wanted. you know is hard and painful when u hear a lot of things going on, gossips, bad comments that i received. whatever it is i just accept what meant to happen. cause i've been thru it all this time. hatred, antis, lust... whatever! really, i just accept what they wanna talk about me. cause i'm just hawt?! LOL okay i'm just kidding. but what i wanna know is, anyone out there understand what im going thru now? sigh.. VERY COMPLICATED! so much things have being repeated and repeated. what more? to repeat once more? just hate it. i always be back to square one. no changes. what i want is just someone to guide and love for who i am. not for money, not for fame, not for sex! sighh.. DANCE Phew, a lot of effort i've been putting into it. and i'm achieving bit by bit. Funkamania XIV, i with my crew, FANTASTIC REMIX won 3rd! yeah! i was so unexpected. and for myself and for the crew, we did on our own. i'm proud of us! wee! and we did well dearests. love you all! and now, upcoming competition is, MDIS Competition at Commonwealth campus(Street X's,i guess thats the name), Danceworks at PLAZA SINGAPURA on 7th march(FANTASTIX, fantastic crew boys featuring some of other dancers) and groove in the west with DYK on 14 march. Do support us and myself okays! your presence is much appreciated. will update more about it. and people thanks for all the comments. love you all. wee! =D Family Now, i feel like im so separated with my family. so much apart. sometimes we fight over a small thing but i manage to calm down myself cause i know we dont communicate that much for quite some time. no time for them. sighh.. i should make a dinner or an outing with them. my treat! haha. but not now, too much things been going on. and i'm so glad that my parents now understand about what i'm doing cause this is for my own good. i told them i wanna make DANCE as my career. love you all!!! Myself Now, i have to achieve want i really want to achieve in dance. Love, it will come when the time comes. For valentine, i dont even have one. i guess is my luck. sighh.. I will update more soon okays. ! sorry for the late updates. bye bye! =D |
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.turning eighteen thirty december nineteen ninety-one live in Woodlands i dance with Fantastic Crew & DYK Crew -hip-hop,jazz,lyrical,reggae,malay dance single or email: wan_cute_alwaez@hotmail.com (friendster,facebook,msn) syazwan.rahmad@gmail.com (admin) |
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