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Thursday, November 29, 2007, 1:40 PM
For people who doesn't know what happen between me and my so called boyfwens sticks, because of judgement of criticism. they put the blame on me, that is fine! but i dont even lie to you before? when isit? you can tell me everything, uh? i swear. i always share my problems with you guys because you are the only guys that i can talk to. you know?but about your own problems, you just share among you both only. not me? why? have i been a stranger long time ago? isn't it? i ask you both about your personal things, you dont even speak. but you guys force me to tell mine. right? don't denied. aku taknak buat gadoh la kan about our friendship, bout love i understand is my fault. but on the other is not my fault. u should know why shahrul! what happen at my house huh? dont ever denied and lie. did i ever ask you about your problems? do i know anything? only partly, but not fully. and when that i know u broke up? from people around. not you guys. on the other hand you cry. did you share with me? no!!! you share with fie and mast! aku ni saper? huh? now you are saying im unfair? how about you guys? cant you see? aku slalu sabar. slalu kene tengking dari korang. kene ikot aper korang cakap. aku ikot. im not your slave. im your friend! but it seems that you dont even appreaciate our moments together. yeah. nahh! is ok. i do treasure them. and fie, remember what i say, you will the best fren that i have ever known. even is only a few months together, sigh. i will keep that in mind, dear. for now. if you still want make the matter bigger, go ahead. but me, i will just listen to critism from my friends around me saying bad. kays? fair for you guys? sigh Labels: a slut always be a slutwhore Sunday, November 25, 2007, 12:26 PM
Like i say, it starts over again. but then, i've moved. away from dilemma. now, chasing for love. and trust is needed. Labels: i love you.=) Wednesday, November 21, 2007, 1:49 PM
Now, just leave me alone, what i need to go through now is a new step of my life that will brighten up my future. so, is time for me to leave all the craps with you guys now! not because what i have now, is because what is wrong and what is right for me to do now. don't ever judge me as a person who doesn't exsist his own reputation. i do, you know. so be it! don't denied and lead your own life without me. you can say i'm self-centered or watsoever but i'm not bitch! ok! fine, if you want to hate as much as shit that can be, go ahead. ok? i just want to say good luck with you guys and have a good future ahead. For you, is not the right time to be having special interest of each other now. i just need to concentrate on what i have to do now for my future and please don't ever forget me or whatsoever. i'm still your friend even you don't even know whats the truth and lies. just want to say, hope you find a person that is more 'better' than me aites? like i say, "alot of guys out there are waiting in the line for you". happy happy days! You guys, i won't ever forget what i have been through with you guys in the past. it is such a memory for me. really do. now is time for me to move on, right? whatever i say in my blog about you don't ever take it seriously. is just words that my anger make it things worst. uh huh. seriously, you guys are the best people that i want to thank you know. you made my life change for the better? i can't say. but there's a change though. thank you. i appreaciate your own doings. much love from me. For myself, i have to go thorugh now is what is best for me. i need to. what critism and bullshits i will just take it as a lesson for me or maybe just a bullshit la! haha. so now, is time for me to GROW and be the guy that i really want to be. and my wish has been granted, so the wish has to stay on and live with it. time for me to know that fame is not the only thing i need but is you guys that i need the most. enermies or bestfriends or friends or even strangers, it makes me you a family of mine that does exsist in this world. but the bestfriend that i had for a long time is EYIIN! She is mine, you know. ahha. my bestfriend i mean. so good luck to me and have a journey to become a FANTASTIC FOUR. -much loves from wawan- Tuesday, November 20, 2007, 11:22 AM
The best days to start now. yeahh! i'm now in FANTASTIC FOUR CREW! the best days has to come. uh huh uh huh. i cant believe that i'm in! so now need to work hard for my dance and show people the best that i can do! Congrats to the peopl who made it for the audition, Ashley, Rila, Renni, Amri, Benjy, Syak, Fafa, Zee and Gee, also to Me of course! ahha. So, see you guys on every SundayS at Scape aites? muachs- lots of love from Wawan i see in me a better dancer. Labels: the best days to come by. =) Wednesday, November 14, 2007, 3:31 PM
you know sometimes, you should just let go of it. but the thing is, it is stuck with you wherever you go! i care for and love but you tried to fade it but it just doesn't work. what's wrong? do you steal love from me? and you can't let go of it. on the other side, you are pulling back yourself to the past. what for if there isn't much happiness then now with me. is it just a waste of effort knowing me then waiting for the right time with the past? or you just want to move but theres a wall stopping you? i can't even think right now. you are matured enough to think, dearest. you are. don't ever blame the lie to yourself because the starter is me who did it! and please, i do care and love. if not i won't be blogging all this for you. please, you know my only wish. sigh FOR Alif Alwee B Abdullah Sunday, November 11, 2007, 1:37 PM
I DON'T KNOW WHO TO TRUST TO! ASH: so mulut tu jage jage sikit. perangai macam budak budak sampai mas semue cakap. budak budak. wanna make alif jealous lah by saying you slept with shahrul. for god sake, alif don't ever have feelings for you before lah. his just going with the flow cause he misses sidek. padan muke. rasekan what am feeling. mael himself knew that it was not during suntec.. and he said so what if it's during suntec... he also don't mind.. and also it's not during suntec... so watch your mouth aight... and one more thing he said you are just 16 so childish... too bad... MASTURA: perangai macam budak budak. (and tell ash what i have been through. about the lie too! why mas? huh? im so dissapointed. what i have done wrong.) AYUL: adek tu horny giler. (what is that suppose to mean? you have sex with me before?argh FIE: why you believe people so easily????????? SHAHRUL DAYMIE: you deserve it??????? SIDIK: give him a chance. (why shd? u like alf) ALF: i love you. give me more time. but i still love sidik. wtf! (just go!i mengalah..arghhh) there's anger in here with me. i'm too kind to you all. i shouldn't have done that? WHO SHOULD I TRUST??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dunno who to turn to now. i just dont know who to trust. why you people are so mean? did i do anything wrong? fcuk off you people. Wednesday, November 7, 2007, 2:41 PM
I'M SO GLAD AND HAPPY THAT I HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE. IT IS JUST SO SAD THAT YOU WOULD BELIEVE IT. love you ablaibfy. Tuesday, November 6, 2007, 2:17 PM
it really hurts when hearing the truth, im sorry dear. i have done a bad thing behind your back. im so fucking sorry and i dont know why this could be happening. the main thing is at least i told you. if not you have found it yourself and it will be worst! i've have to be blame. what has happen to me lately? changed? OMG! maybe people always judge me that im good. but unfortunately im not. this is what i am! ive changed. did i? it is so hard to tell you the truth the next day when we did it. because i was scared that i will lose you b! i do! i do really love you! if your decision has made up that you want to leave me, im ok with it. and thats why i always say to you. 'cherish our times properly.'to spent the wonderful time with you and KAMARSUTRA! and thats why i sacrifice myself to meet you and come to your practices! because one day, i soon need to tell you about this. it will be so painful to hear but at least i have spent time with you this while. i have cherish and treasure it in my heart b! it is so wonderful to have those times every single day. *crying* I HAVE TO BE BLAME AND EMBARRASS BECAUSE IM NOT A TYPE OF GUY FOR YOU!LET ME ASHAME MYSELF INFRONT OF PEOPLE WHO REALLY JUDGE ME THAT IM A GOOD PERSON!!! Monday, November 5, 2007, 9:54 PM
Will you ever get jealous when your soulmate's ex is back to love your soulmate again? HE keeps disturbing your partner. even yourself? i wonder... it is just so painful right here, right now! is hard for my partner to understand where is the love from me to him. i just don't really understand why he needs to response whatever his ex ask. i mean you can response but in a 'friend way'. not with the word 'B'! you call me that too. it is just so hurt. and you have two B now? what is this? bullshitting... i just can't take it. i just need to post this to my blog because i want to let it out! because is just waste of time for me to say to you. i love you, b! i really do! but why HIM makes our relationship so complicated and has to go thorugh all his bullshits?? why? why? i'm really hurt, you know? at least you say im grateful to have you! but do i feel that way? you are not in my position. and you know im not your age, dear... i heartz you!=( Boyfwens... I really heartz you both FIE and SHAHRUL! i really do. i just want you guys to treat me differently from others and don't ever make me the SAME as ur ex boyfwen kaes? with you guys my life will be a different way. with your laughters and tears, it makes me so glad to have a fwens like you! do cherish our times together kaes? lvoe you guys! and yesterday, went drinking, both of them were drunk badly. haiyo! haha Myself... I just want what i really want from people that are special to me. you know? is hard to get it. but to me, i just trust and pray that 'you' will change for the better and make me happy. just forget about the past. keep that as memories but do cherish them and don't ever bring it to us, dear. i hate it! ok? i just want us. not three of us. =( make me the special one now and cherish our times now too... it is just a moment like this... chocolate is better than vanilla ! |
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