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Wednesday, October 29, 2008, 6:19 PM
i've been crying and crying all day and nights for you. i called you, message you but you didn't even reply. almost 3days.! why? what's wrong with me? i didn't even hurt you sayang. can't u just tell me the truth and everything. it really hurts inside me.i suffer alot! u know, alot!! but i do still love you cause i know you are the only person that make me smile so wide. i don't ever regret to be yours. but one thing i dislike is, you like to keep it from me. alot of things that u've done. you said, you try to change but it seems not. i dunno! im really confuse about you now. but whatever it is, i just want to be yours forever. i know i'm still young. i'm just going turning 17. but inside here, maturity is in me. i know, is hard for you to believe what i had promise and everything what i do. me too! is hard for me to believe you. cause it did happen again. i know relationship doesn't go that perfect enough right? but i just want the best of you. we are going to 5months. i'm glad cause this is my longest relationship. and people been telling and asking me why u have such short relationships?i kept quiet. for you, i've taken alot of patience. you didn't even notice about it. i was expecting that we would be happy all this time. but i guess you are not happy enough? what else you need? what else you wish for? i will just do it. for the sake of the one i only love. i can't sleep properly, i can't think properly. i'm sick too cause i miss you! come back when you are ready for everything that we wish for... "the sweetest sadness in your eyes." Sunday, October 12, 2008, 7:24 PM
HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY,BUSHUUK! ON THE 11 OCTOBER 2008 The day on 11 October 2008(Saturday),will be kept and remembered. The day u make me surprised. Presents from you are the most biggest gift i ever had! The movie we watched,HOUSE OF BUNNY, was hilarious and sexy. But one thing i remember about the movie is, to be your ownself cause that's how your loved ones loves about you. No matter what you are,bad or good, humans sees you as an unique person. That's how i see you now MAZIE. With all the figthing and quarrelling, I guess some parts of us have to change. Like you say, we are not PERFECT! From heart to soul,from soul to you, The only perfect human i love is you! I LOVE YOU,SAYANG! Thursday, October 2, 2008, 4:52 PM
Is been a long time that i've not updated my blog. People all around asking me why and i've decided to blog it all NOW! Is been a few months and alot of things have been going on with ups and downs. With FRIENDS, to my secondary mates, i'm sorry for not been meeting you guys for a long time. i know i've been busy with dance, MATAIR, and stuffs. i wanna say sorry and we will be going out next week kays for raye. Is been a long time sehh. i miss you guys! =D to all my dance mates, i guess i'm off now to stop dancing for awhile. cause of me i guess alot of things been going on and stuff for FANTASTIC CREW. or maybe even i will just continue with my own group. i dunno, i have to figure it out carefully.. whatever it is i love you guys!!! especially to Abg Ewan, for all his effort and patience, teaching and i thank you! i love you abang..=) With MICKEY, lots and lots of downs we had but we had never gave up for ourself. That's why we are what we are now. Is going to be four months for us next week on the 11 October. The fighting, quarelling, punching, kicking, head banging, crying and shouting all make sense right now.! We love each other so much till we actually did that? waw. Alot of sacrifices, that we made for each other and i appreciate it.. The T-shirt you bought especially for me was unexpected and now i really know how much you treasure and you yourself know what is relationship right now? haha, don't worry kay sayang! i will guide you.. All the promises we made i hope we don't break it and i know especially me! hehe.. i'm sorry about the other time. it was a stupid decision. With all the love, sacrifices, spending on cab for almost 30dollars just to meet you is not a waste! All being paid back. I wont' say that we will be longlasting but i will say we will go on with our own will and there will be lots of things we will know about each other and alot of things that we have to go through.. i love you! muahss =B With FAMILY, i have been quarrelling with my parents all the time. Now, i have to make a difference during raye to apologise to them and forgive all my sins and they did. I love you MUM & DAD! all the laughters and crying makes me so happy! i will never forget the moments during raye. To all my siblings, i love you guys. whatever it is i will never forget u guys cause you guys whose the one been taking care of me and respect as your brother. I appreciate it.. to my family, if i'm gone sooner than you all, i just hope you will forgive me for everything i did and i know you can live without me.. you still have the others kay? *cry* Dedicated to all, do forgive me for all my mistakes. Hurting or bad mouth or whatsoever you are not happy about it do forgive me. If still you can accept it, do tell me and we will solve it. Is a new year for me and i'm changing for the better.. and to all, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Dan Batin! =P |
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Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt.turning eighteen thirty december nineteen ninety-one live in Woodlands i dance with Fantastic Crew & DYK Crew -hip-hop,jazz,lyrical,reggae,malay dance single or email: wan_cute_alwaez@hotmail.com (friendster,facebook,msn) syazwan.rahmad@gmail.com (admin) |
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